A couple have reached out and asked how have a learned soooooo fast..Hebrew Prayer.
While I wouldn’t say 5 years is fast I would say it’s be rather slow…(and I am for sure still learning)
Why slow?
Well, for me it has been difficult to find references and resources. When all the resources I had had been chrisitan and i was leaving christianity.. I had trouble navigating the research both mind and will to Jewish sources. I didn’t know where to start or begin. So of course… I did what I always do; I ask my Father….in Heaven.
For context and reference or review, let’s rewind:
In, efforts to share my love of Judaism and Prayer I truly enjoy sharing resources I actually use.
The first thing I did was get rid of all other religious music. If I have cd’s from anything other than Jewish sources… it was going going gone. This was a process..yes. I got rid of everything the was christian music, and prayer books, and crosses.
All gone.
And I pledged to HaShem that if I found anything else I would remove it as well.
Next: I went on a huge internet search of Jewish Prayers and services and learning and books and so on. To be honest, I felt a lot of self pressure. Season 5, was beginning soon and I didn’t know how to process with the Bible Study or what the Bible would even look like here on out. I asked HaShem G-D of Truth for answers. Should I do another season from the Geneva 1560 edition of the Bible and only review the Torah or should I be true to were I am at with HaShem and just take a huge leap?
I strongly felt like G-D showed this point in the process is what His wonderfully has been leading me to … how could I deny my relationship with HaShem another season? The answer was I just couldn’t. I could no longer hide worried of what others would say or think. There is a wonderful freedom and love in Torah and I needed to share this with the world. A huge part of what we do here at Marie Speaks G-D’s Grace is share resources, sources, and experiences with G-D, how could I go on feeling and living an almost double life. I no longer felt I could wait until my final conversation process was complete. After all sometimes it take years to convert….no..no.. I had to release this beautiful treasure to the world and to our family here. this season. and now.
So here is part of the secret I have been hiding sense season 1 ish… I had been trying to convert to Orthodox Judaism. I shared this in the video series of my process.
This has been a wonderful continuing journey and a long the way I have had so many growths and realizations.
So added to getting rid of everything christianized; I have been building my Jewish resources and sources and library. I, now this season, finally feel comfortable enough to share my finds with others.
So here is the first of, G-D willing many shares of information. I will continue to share during the Bible Study video uploads so please do subscribe to the Bible Study which is hyper linked in this blog. And of course keep up to date with us on Facebook and minds.com.
I was able to find so many wonderful items and sources and resources. I have covered a couple during the recording Bible Studies that are uploaded to our Youtube and Rumble stations. I will continue to give updates and information of what I like and personally use. Please keep in mind, I am not paid to endorse nor affiliated, so my opinion on sources or resources is just that. I am merely sharing what works for me and I use to help me move along in serving HaShem Blessed be He.
Today, since I wont be uploading a video this week… I want to share Why I love Hadar.org.
Below is a link I love love love. for so many reason….but to today I am sharing Just one.
At hadar.org I love order the parshashah. I use these for Torah and Tanakh learning at home with children in our homeschool group.
https://www.hadar.org/virtual-beit-midrash#children-families
I am, not paid to endorse nor affiliated, I am sharing because when I left the christianity bubble… it seemed so difficult to find new resources and sources… and to be quite honest not many were willing to share with a new comer.
My goal is to make and support others who have #leftjesus and found #truth in #Torah not only find resources for them as adults, but as children …(if needed).
Also, for those who are looking top donate to a worthy cause.. they do accept donations.
I pray other enjoy and check our hadar.org.
#ThankYouHashem,
Marie