Why I love Hadar.org and how it had helped aid my converting to Judaism journey.

A couple have reached out and asked how have a learned soooooo fast..Hebrew Prayer.

While I wouldn’t say 5 years is fast I would say it’s be rather slow…(and I am for sure still learning)
Why slow?
Well, for me it has been difficult to find references and resources. When all the resources I had had been chrisitan and i was leaving christianity.. I had trouble navigating the research both mind and will to Jewish sources. I didn’t know where to start or begin. So of course… I did what I always do; I ask my Father….in Heaven.

For context and reference or review, let’s rewind:

In, efforts to share my love of Judaism and Prayer I truly enjoy sharing resources I actually use.

The first thing I did was get rid of all other religious music. If I have cd’s from anything other than Jewish sources… it was going going gone. This was a process..yes. I got rid of everything the was christian music, and prayer books, and crosses.

All gone.

And I pledged to HaShem that if I found anything else I would remove it as well.

Next: I went on a huge internet search of Jewish Prayers and services and learning and books and so on. To be honest, I felt a lot of self pressure. Season 5, was beginning soon and I didn’t know how to process with the Bible Study or what the Bible would even look like here on out. I asked HaShem G-D of Truth for answers. Should I do another season from the Geneva 1560 edition of the Bible and only review the Torah or should I be true to were I am at with HaShem and just take a huge leap?

I strongly felt like G-D showed this point in the process is what His wonderfully has been leading me to … how could I deny my relationship with HaShem another season? The answer was I just couldn’t. I could no longer hide worried of what others would say or think. There is a wonderful freedom and love in Torah and I needed to share this with the world. A huge part of what we do here at Marie Speaks G-D’s Grace is share resources, sources, and experiences with G-D, how could I go on feeling and living an almost double life. I no longer felt I could wait until my final conversation process was complete. After all sometimes it take years to convert….no..no.. I had to release this beautiful treasure to the world and to our family here. this season. and now.

So here is part of the secret I have been hiding sense season 1 ish… I had been trying to convert to Orthodox Judaism. I shared this in the video series of my process.

This has been a wonderful continuing journey and a long the way I have had so many growths and realizations.

So added to getting rid of everything christianized; I have been building my Jewish resources and sources and library. I, now this season, finally feel comfortable enough to share my finds with others.

So here is the first of, G-D willing many shares of information. I will continue to share during the Bible Study video uploads so please do subscribe to the Bible Study which is hyper linked in this blog. And of course keep up to date with us on Facebook and minds.com.

I was able to find so many wonderful items and sources and resources. I have covered a couple during the recording Bible Studies that are uploaded to our Youtube and Rumble stations. I will continue to give updates and information of what I like and personally use. Please keep in mind, I am not paid to endorse nor affiliated, so my opinion on sources or resources is just that. I am merely sharing what works for me and I use to help me move along in serving HaShem Blessed be He.

Today, since I wont be uploading a video this week… I want to share Why I love Hadar.org.

Below is a link I love love love. for so many reason….but to today I am sharing Just one.

At hadar.org I love order the parshashah. I use these for Torah and Tanakh learning at home with children in our homeschool group.


I am, not paid to endorse nor affiliated, I am sharing because when I left the christianity bubble… it seemed so difficult to find new resources and sources… and to be quite honest not many were willing to share with a new comer.

My goal is to make and support others who have #leftjesus and found #truth in #Torah not only find resources for them as adults, but as children …(if needed).

Also, for those who are looking top donate to a worthy cause.. they do accept donations.


I pray other enjoy and check our hadar.org.


Published by Marie Speaks G-D's Grace Bible Study

Welcome the following is a brief review of this Bible Study. 1. This BLOG post will have the resources and sources links for the Season 5 Bible Studies . 2. All Books used and Readings from during Live Bible Study can be found on Our Website: Marie Speaks GOD’s Grace. Live in the Season 5 portion of the website. 3. After Live Bible Studies have completed: I will upload to Rumble, and post link in this BLOG. How we conduct Bible Studies here: We believe G-D has called each of us to search matters out. (It is the glory of God to conceal a matter, And the glory of a king to plumb a matter. Like the heavens in their height, like the earth in its depth, Is the mind of kings—unfathomable.. Proverbs 25:2 -3) This is one reason why here at Marie Speaks G-D’s Grace Bible Study, we review several historical references and resources, of which we provide links and or screen shots for others to study at their leisure. We have been directed by G-D Wonderful and Almighty, to go Book by Book, Verse by Verse; sharing HIS Torah and Tanakh. We believe as directed by G-D Our Heavenly Father, learning and growing in Torah and Tanakh leads to understanding and wisdom; this shall only be achieved in reading, studying, and sharing HIS Word for ourselves; not relying on man. Learning, growing, and studying with OUR L-D is to be done with others that are like minded, but more so during our personal time. The BLOGs are written to assist those just beginning to study the BIBLE as a starting point. The Live or recorded Bible Studies are to cover and release opportunities and guidance, but ultimately is ones own personal responsibility to rule, govern, and be purposeful in their relationship with G-D. Proverbs 22: 4 thru 6 The effect of humility is fear of the LORD, Wealth, honor, and life. Thorns and snares are in the path of the crooked; He who values his life will keep far from them. Train a lad in the way he ought to go; He will not swerve from it even in old age. Ezekiel 18:20thru 22 The person who sins, he alone shall die. A child shall not share the burden of a parent’s guilt, nor shall a parent share the burden of a child’s guilt; the righteousness of the righteous shall be accounted to him alone, and the wickedness of the wicked shall be accounted to him alone. Moreover, if the wicked one repents of all the sins that he committed and keeps all My laws and does what is just and right, he shall live; he shall not die. None of the transgressions he committed shall be remembered against him; because of the righteousness he has practiced, he shall live. Is it my desire that a wicked person shall die?—says the L-d G-D. It is rather that he shall turn back from his ways and live. May HaShem, Blessed be He continue to Bless us all and may we all be forever written in the Book of Life. O'Amein and O'Amein Let US Begin!!!! https://www.minds.com/MarieSpeaksatParadeRest

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